Walking an endless road

all the things I said to you was true

2011-11-29T17:51:00.009+02:00

I have always loved you and i still love you. It was just too hard to be in relationship with you. Now i wanna try to make real relationship, though you always have big piece from my heart. My first TRUE love. It's sad that you think about me like that. Maybe it's only better like this.
we together ♥ 10.2010 - 11.2011

i hope one day you will wake up to discover what i told to you was true

Things in my mind

2011-11-23T17:05:00.003+02:00

Quess who is going to model interview ! :) yeah, me ! On saturday 10.12, 15.30 ! waaa ! ~ im so excited already, can't wait. they are going to take 50 b&w photo. before that i need tp buy some cool.high heels, skinny pants and shirt !

now I try to get my body more fixed, so i'll make sport harder :)and eat less ... well, i did it this week and i feel good. On sunday i made zumba two hours. on monday I was walking a little. on tuesday I made only muscular practise and on wednesday was zumba lesson (one hour).Yesterday (friday) zumba again ! (one hour) and every day walk with my dog of course..

This morning was rainy. And i felt like I can't go out :( still, i am at school now. I had japanese word test today, i sucked that.... And next monday is japanese course test.... so, i need to read whole weekend :(( ..

i met one guy in internet, and he's going to celebraty his 20th birthday today and he asked if i can go to congratulation him... so, i meet him first time today :))

(from we♥it)

Modeling

2011-11-22T13:10:00.001+02:00

Today, when i signed in to irc-galleria, i had nice surprise ! There was one new comment , from girl I don't know. Her comment was that: "Heijj!! Löysin sun kuvat ja pakko sanoo tätä alaa nähneenä että sun kasvoilla kannattais hakee mainos-/kuvausmalliksi(ei niin tarkkoja kriteereitä).. Jos oot yli 150cm pitkä ja sua tällänen yhtään kiinnostaa, niin käy ihmees täyttää hakemus @ (address) :)

in english that means something like: "heyy, I found your pics and i have to say with experience on this industry, that with that face you should apply to commercial- or photoshootmodel. (not so exact criterion).. If you are over 150 cm tall and you are intetested in this, go to submit application @ (address) :)

annnd,, i did it! now have to only wait if they get me in ! :) can't wait, this is sooo awesome !
(from we♥it).

today, i got horrible headache so i didn' go to school. :( i just sleeped and layed in my bed. anything else now, seee ya !

snowsnow

2011-11-21T23:14:00.001+02:00

This morning when I woke up, i walked straight to kitchen and looked out from indow. And quess what, there was first snow ! <3

I have waited it soo long time already, though I hate coldness... At school, time was like a snail (lol don't know if it's possible to say this in english butt....)after school, i took my club to bowling. It was fun :) and children enjoyed..and after that was acting practises. It was first time when we act that story. im going to have two role... im old lady named mrs lennon and pirate named (sam). It's going to be great show :))lhh, and yesterday i made zumba two hours and now my abs and legs hurts :( tomorrow I have two tests at school :(((

all what i want right now

2011-11-20T12:30:00.000+02:00

I promised yesterday, that I will tell what i need/want right now. so, here it is (little late though)

make-up stuffs

some cute skirt

new clothes

get sexy stomach (lose weight)

christmas

love

tattoo

hair like this

(pics from we♥it)

5.12 we are going celebrate my brother !

2011-11-19T10:53:00.001+02:00

hello everyone !

Here, at my home is very happy ppl now !

yeah, my brother Harri is going to graduate 5.12.2012 ! :)

Butt, today, im going to my fathers sisters huspands birthay with my family. After that I take my sister Erika to movoes, we are going to watch newest twilight.
Yesterday I was so bad mood... I just shout to every member of my family and cried whole evening ... I don't even know why so...

In the evening i will tell what I need right now , and now I go to out with my dog.
See ya ! ~

( pic from Nurmijärvi.fi )

HELLO EVERYONE

2011-11-17T19:26:00.001+02:00

At last i started to write this blog. I apologize my poor english, but still I want to write on english, then my english-speaking friends can read this too, if they want to.

I think that this blog is going to have lots of pics and thinkings, and of course something about my days. I write this blog mostly for myself but it's bonus if ppl read and enjoy this.

Last night I was sittering two dpgs and I hardly slept because all the time one of them was almost on my moth. How comfortable.